I always find ways to place titles on things but right now i'll be honest with you all.
I am pretty okay. I mean I have somewhat stress from school but nothing I can't get over, my mother is fucking dictating my life and that frustrates me. Like I am trying to realize that she is right and that she is only doing what a respectable parent does because they love their but honestly there are more efficient and fair ways to treat me and guide me. I miss my brother a lot. I haven't missed him this much in a really long time and no one talks about him with me. I am slowly realizing that my dad is so emotionally detached that it scares me. He doesn't tell me anything and every Saturday when it's our day he asks me to bring my boyfriend so he doesn't have to deal with me. But I am trying so hard to be good to myself. I try taking care of myself and right now I'm going that extra mile to love myself. I also hope everyone I love, will love themselves and want to do whats best for them and just take care of themselves. I love them all so much.
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