Confessions; the first of many

I need school. I need it not because I want a good job and what not (yes I do want a good job and what not but that's not why I'm writing this post). I need it because it keeps my life together. I see my friends that way, I talk to people my own age that way. I shower, brush my hair and teeth that way. I sleep at night because of it. I would basically fall even more apart without it.  

I still fall apart either way because of it too. Like I have a shitload of anxiety with it and I don't think I'm smart and I'm sad because it's all so much and it makes me feel all so little. I still need it. 

Srjs 

2:38 p.m.