Just fuck me up

Just fuck me up, with your blank stares and hazy eyes. With your soft lips and white lies.
Man, just fuck me up like you did last time, and the time before that and the one before that.
Just fuck me up with your complexity and warmth. with your unconventionality and your dreaminess.
Just fuck me up because you're stubborn, right? Because you're somewhat determined to.
Just fuck me up, it'll be unbelievably easy because I'm already in love with you.
With your soft sounds and messy hair, with your dainty darkness.
Just fuck me up, quickly, because what you're doing is torture when you do it slowly and quietly.
Just fuck me up because you entice me, you fucking revive me in dangerous ways, but you also feel like home, just fuck me up already because I've found my resting place between your shoulders and neck and my god, it leaves me breathless in a calming manner, not alarming way.
Just fuck me up, because darling, you are everything I cannot put into words.

Srjr

2:24 a.m.